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When life gives you one hundred reasons to cry
Show life you have a thousand reasons to smile.
Created on 2008-09-02 11:57:54 (#16499475), last updated 2009-12-16
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| Name: | sparklesnscars |
|---|---|
| Location: | New Zealand (Aotearoa) |
I'm just a girl, struggling with some stuff, trying to get better!
I like running and going to the gym- ok so maybe i don't really like it that much but i do it a lot! I like taking lots of photos of me and my friends- even though i never like how I look in them. Food is my best friend and my worst enemy, I love it and I hate it! I had my innocence and childhood stolen from me- I'm trying to get it back! I am a pro at hiding from my emotions- I don't feel, I don't cry, but i know that i can still bleed. I guess im a perfectionist- but I never feel like I can live up to others expectations, or that I am ever good enough. I don't like my family- but I act like everythings fine. I feel like I have to make everyone else happy- and once I've done that then maybe I can try and be happy myself. yep thats pretty much me!
My ED is a big part of my life, but not the only part, there is much more to me than that (although some days it doesn't feel like it!) So I talk about all sorts in my journal.
My journals friends only- but feel free to leave me a comment and I will most likely add you! :)
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I like running and going to the gym- ok so maybe i don't really like it that much but i do it a lot! I like taking lots of photos of me and my friends- even though i never like how I look in them. Food is my best friend and my worst enemy, I love it and I hate it! I had my innocence and childhood stolen from me- I'm trying to get it back! I am a pro at hiding from my emotions- I don't feel, I don't cry, but i know that i can still bleed. I guess im a perfectionist- but I never feel like I can live up to others expectations, or that I am ever good enough. I don't like my family- but I act like everythings fine. I feel like I have to make everyone else happy- and once I've done that then maybe I can try and be happy myself. yep thats pretty much me!
My ED is a big part of my life, but not the only part, there is much more to me than that (although some days it doesn't feel like it!) So I talk about all sorts in my journal.
My journals friends only- but feel free to leave me a comment and I will most likely add you! :)
Credits-
Layout- http://minty-peach.livejournal.com/
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abuse, anorexia, anorexia nervosa, anxiety, beach, bed, bmi, body image, books, bulimia, butterflies, calories, camping, candles, cappuccinos, citalopram, csa, cutting, depression, dietician, doctors, eating disorders, ednos, exercise, flowers, fluoxetine, freedom, friends, gym, holidays, hospital, ipod, jandals, jodi picoult, laptop, mochas, music, my own space, nail polish, new zealand, olanzapine, outrageous fortune, photos, pj's, pmh, psychiatrists, purfume, quotes, rainbows, reading, recovery, roadtrips, running, scales, scars, self harm, sleeping, snail mail, snowboarding, spirals, stationary, summer, sun, therapy, thin, university, vegetarian, weight loss
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